{"id":611,"date":"2015-10-01T15:44:30","date_gmt":"2015-10-01T15:44:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/?page_id=611"},"modified":"2015-10-27T14:45:14","modified_gmt":"2015-10-27T14:45:14","slug":"shadrick_mappening","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/mappenings\/mappenings\/shadrick_mappening\/","title":{"rendered":"THE CENTRE CANNOT HOLD by Tanya Shadrick"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image001.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-612\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image001.jpg\" alt=\"image001\" width=\"300\" height=\"402\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image001.jpg 537w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image001-224x300.jpg 224w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image003.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-614 size-medium alignleft\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image003-218x300.jpg\" alt=\"image003\" width=\"218\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image003-218x300.jpg 218w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image003.jpg 524w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 218px) 100vw, 218px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>11:01 Mountfield Road<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Lewes: Centre of the Cosmos:<\/em><\/strong>\u00a0print in the window of the Tom Paine Printing Press. Absurd &amp; yet somehow true for me: this small town with its own currency has a centripetal force which makes it effortful to keep in mind conditions in the wider world.<\/p>\n<p>In this walk, I went looking for sights that disrupted this narrative of ease, security, self-sufficiency.<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><em>Hand-written label on a lamp-post at the start of the walk: A still, small voice from the outside world.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image005.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-616 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image005-223x300.jpg\" alt=\"image005\" width=\"223\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image005-223x300.jpg 223w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image005.jpg 534w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 223px) 100vw, 223px\" \/><\/a><strong>11:20 Ham Lane<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Waiting List 1: <\/strong>Cars wait, engines running, fumes pooling, for entry to the dump: weekly Spring scene.<\/p>\n<p>Moving to Lewes in 2002, young graduate, first-time buyer, I felt a wild excitement driving here with loads of old carpets and ceiling-tiles. Car windows down, I\u2019d sing along to the radio.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Now, forty with young children, I feel a slight nausea coming to offload unwanted toys and clothes. I come alone, on the quiet, guilt-filled.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>11.25 \u2013 11.30 Cockshut Road <\/strong><\/p>\n<div><strong><span lang=\"en-US\">Fly-tipping limbo 1:<\/span><\/strong><span lang=\"en-US\">\u00a0This lane is a liminal space, hardly used, running unevenly between a<\/span><span lang=\"en-US\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"en-US\">deep stream and the dual carriageway; place where people offload their<\/span><span lang=\"en-US\">\u00a0<\/span>leftover lives when the dump is closed.<\/div>\n<div><span lang=\"en-US\">\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<div><span lang=\"en-US\">I made, below, a one-minute film, a meditation of sorts, to capture and convey the unsettling\u00a0nature of fly-tipped stuff.<\/span><span lang=\"en-US\">\u00a0<\/span><span lang=\"en-US\">As their\u00a0energy will not be released by recycling, the objects are rendered haunting, accusative<\/span><span lang=\"en-US\">.\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"FlytipMeditation by Tanya Shadrick\" src=\"https:\/\/player.vimeo.com\/video\/142876861?dnt=1&amp;app_id=122963\" width=\"800\" height=\"450\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"autoplay; fullscreen; picture-in-picture; clipboard-write\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image009.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-620 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image009-214x300.jpg\" alt=\"image009\" width=\"214\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image009-214x300.jpg 214w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image009.jpg 513w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>11:25 \u2013 11:30 Cockshut Road<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Fly-tipping Limbo 2: <\/strong>One of the burst bags exposes a young man\u2019s life: CD collection, wallet, XBox games, grooming set, Top Man hangers, ID card for a Brighton club, photo of him with an (ex?) girlfriend.<\/p>\n<p><em>Thought about:<\/em> Dante in the Inferno with the lovers Paolo &amp; Francesca; Saxon burial hoards in the British Museum and how these belongings would look distributed thus in a display cabinet.<\/p>\n<p><em>Felt:<\/em> Unease, sadness.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image011.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-622 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image011-211x300.jpg\" alt=\"image011\" width=\"211\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image011-211x300.jpg 211w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image011.jpg 506w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 211px) 100vw, 211px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>11:25 \u2013 11:30 Cockshut Road<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Fly-tipping Limbo 3:<\/strong> The desolate sensation was amplified further by the monotonous drone of the bypass just feet away and the amputated look of the trees, which have been pollarded in a style that shocks my West country sensibilities (coming as I do from a time &amp; place where hedgerows were carefully coppiced).<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image013.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-624 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image013-237x300.jpg\" alt=\"image013\" width=\"237\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image013-237x300.jpg 237w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image013.jpg 568w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 237px) 100vw, 237px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>11:40 \u2013 11:45 Rotten Row<\/strong><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Waiting List 2:<\/strong> \u201c<em>There is now very limited space remaining in the existing Ashes Memorial Gardens for new internments. Because of this it has become necessary to remove the two annual planting borders in the Garden of Rest in order to create more space.<\/em>\u201d Sign, Cemetery.<\/p>\n<p><em>Think about:<\/em> a double plot here where a friend\u2019s husband lies buried. She talks lately of impatience to join him; I will be coming here one year to clean their shared headstone.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image015.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-626 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image015-213x300.jpg\" alt=\"image015\" width=\"213\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image015-213x300.jpg 213w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image015.jpg 518w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 213px) 100vw, 213px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>11:40 \u2013 11.45 Rotten Row<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Things Fall Apart:<\/em><\/strong> Three of the town\u2019s old flint walls have come down in the last month.<\/p>\n<p>(The electricity cable underneath my street shears sometimes from the subterranean shifts to which the town \u2013 in addition to flooding \u2013 is prone)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image017.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-628 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image017-224x300.jpg\" alt=\"image017\" width=\"224\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image017-224x300.jpg 224w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image017.jpg 537w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 224px) 100vw, 224px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>12:00 Paddock Lane\/Hangman\u2019s Acre<\/strong><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Waiting List 3:<\/strong> 17 years ago I put my name down for one of these allotments (formerly the site of the town gallows).<\/p>\n<p>The waiting time remains as it did then.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image019.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-630 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image019-224x300.jpg\" alt=\"image019\" width=\"224\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image019-224x300.jpg 224w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image019.jpg 537w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 224px) 100vw, 224px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>12:20 \u2013 12:25 Mount Pleasant<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Where the Old Go 1: Ron\u2019s<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Before it became Mount Pleasant Cafe, rich with artistic touches, it was Ron\u2019s: a few shelves of canned goods and cleaning products.<\/p>\n<p>Ron\u2019s hours were known only to lifelong residents of the surrounding streets. I liked the exclusive feeling, even though I was among the groups not catered for.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image021.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-632 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image021-219x300.jpg\" alt=\"image021\" width=\"219\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image021-219x300.jpg 219w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image021.jpg 525w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 219px) 100vw, 219px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>12:20 \u2013 12:25 Fisher Street<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Where the Old Go 2: Donald\u2019s<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>All hairdryers have worked continuously without fault since he opened in the 60s.<\/p>\n<p>Out back, an elderly woman sits with her back to the sink, hair tight with rows of pink curlers. The smell of perm lotion triggers a sense memory of when my mother would \u2018do\u2019 pensioners in their kitchens while I stood ready to hand out papers and rollers.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image023.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-634 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image023-224x300.jpg\" alt=\"image023\" width=\"224\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image023-224x300.jpg 224w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image023.jpg 537w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 224px) 100vw, 224px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>12:20 \u2013 12:25 West Street<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Where the Old Go 3:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Angela Hair Stylist<\/strong><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Like Donald\u2019s, this fa\u00e7ade has remained unchanged in the time I\u2019ve lived here.<\/p>\n<p>I have never seen anyone enter or leave.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image025.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-636 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/10\/image025-224x300.jpg\" alt=\"image025\" width=\"224\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image025-224x300.jpg 224w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/10\/image025.jpg 537w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 224px) 100vw, 224px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>12:40 School Hill<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Where the Old Go 4:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>House of Friendship<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Inside a man of great age is piecing together a jigsaw with painstaking care. His hand hovers, shakes.<\/p>\n<p>The jigsaw reveals a red car, low to the ground, top open, racing through the sort of butterfly- &amp; flower-rich hedgerows that have been lost in his lifetime and mine<em>.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong style=\"color: #333333; font-style: normal;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-393 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/wp-content\/blogs.dir\/25\/files\/2015\/08\/Motif_strip_thinner.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1159\" height=\"16\" srcset=\"https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/08\/Motif_strip_thinner.jpg 1159w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/08\/Motif_strip_thinner-300x4.jpg 300w, https:\/\/reframe.sussex.ac.uk\/newpathways\/files\/2015\/08\/Motif_strip_thinner-1024x14.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1159px) 100vw, 1159px\" \/><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; 11:01 Mountfield Road Lewes: Centre of the Cosmos:\u00a0print in the window of the Tom Paine Printing Press. 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